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[Jun. 18th, 2009|07:10 am] |
Going to the dr to see why this toothache has caused my throat to swell..and get prescribed medication I can't pay for.. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| Fear |
[Jun. 16th, 2009|11:30 pm] |
I'm scared of dieing. I'm scared that im going to die of a heart attack or just plain being too fat my heart gives out. I wish I could loose weight, get healthy, become who I feel inside. But if the fear of death isn't even a motivater for me, perhaps I deserve to die. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| sick sick sick |
[Feb. 3rd, 2006|04:27 am] |
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oh god im so sick. i feel like i want to die. my stomache is so achey and i feel like im going to ralf.i would say its something i ate, because daves sick as well, and but ashton's sick and he doesnt eat what we do and trinity is not sick and does eat what we do. so im stumped as to where this came from but oy i feel just awful.
went to see a therapist wednesday per request of those around me. I have developed sleep deprivation, only, no matter how hard i try, even when things are calm and quiet.i cant sleep. and when i do finally pass out from exhaustion, i can only stay asleep for aprox. 2 hrs. It has turned me into a ball of joy let me tell ya. And i have anger issues to begin with so this is a major problem. my therapist suggested an anti-depressant with a sleep aide component. she hasnt perscribed anything yet but we'll see what happens.
im going to go lay down before i ralf.( so glad i could corrupt your thoughts with images of that) lol. |
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| WHAT COLOR ARE YOU? |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|09:45 pm] |
post thisin your journal, <*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
put you username in place of the words username, then remove the asteriks and see what color you are
angelwings24
ooo im red.. purrrrr ^.^ |
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| i want sleeeeeeep |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
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i for some reason could not sleep lastnight. i stayed up searching the net for toddler information til about 4:30 this morning. then went to bed and got woke up at 7 by my daughter.( not to mention 2 times by ashton wanting to eat but that im a used to.) i am so exhausted but i think im on an adrenaline rush because i cant seem to sit still. even as i write this i want to go wash the dishes and vacuum and pick up the bathroom, take out the garbage, finish the laundry... oh god i need sleep..... |
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| let me make this clear!! |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|10:39 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
ok so i dont know what some persons think about me but i have told everyone that i know on here, and have never kept it a secret that i am MARRIED. And though i dont frown on anyone elses lifestyles, to me being married means DONT FUCKING HIT ON ME! Just wanted to clear that up to some certain persons who thought otherwise and didnt take no for an answer.
to the rest of my friends.. LOVE YA :D |
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| arent i nice |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|09:51 am] |
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i decided this morning to get up with my daughter and let my husband sleep in with the baby. I am so regretting that right now. i am SOOO tired. but im glad i can do something nice for him since he usually lets me sleep in everyday.
i plan to clean house today. not sure how that is going to go or how far ill get. its quite hard when i have my daughter to attend to as well as feed the baby every few hrs. but ill see what i can accomplish.
nothing really exciting going on in my life. mostly just depressing things that i no longer want to write about because why do i want memories of the bad stuff, i want this journal to be something i can look back on to remember the good things, not all of the bad, stupid, and hurtful things that happen.
atleast thats how i want it to be. i have another place to write down all the bad and then hopefully it will all just drift away........ |
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